I feel awkward.
Sometimes when I get really excited to say something my brain works faster than my mouth can formulate the words and I feel like the whole thing comes out completely nonsensical. That might be one of the reasons I like to write. I feel like I can convey my thoughts in a more eloquent way through writing than speaking at times. Writing the words come so easily. I feel so comfortable pen to paper, finger to keys.
A few friends, after reading this blog, were actually surprised that I was so funny. Thanks! If only I could be so funny in real life. Although, I don't let the extremely sarcastic side of me come out to just anyone. Some might not be able to handle it. In real life, I can keep some of this at bay. In my writing, I just can't help myself. That is this writer's voice.
Could I be the quirky, mute girl who speaks through her little pen and notebook? You think that would be weird? Yeah, it might be a little bit weird.
I think I'm going to try to work on this. Slow it down and take more time to formulate what I really want to say. It's not going to be easy. In the meantime, I'll keep writing here as an escape from my pathetic, blubbering self. Sometimes I like my writer's voice better.