I'm not talking about dates. I'm talking about just making plans with friends. The friends said that they were going to be there. Then they are not there. They are probably just running late. They couldn't decide on what to wear. Traffic. Maybe there was a car accident. Maybe they were in a car accident.
Where are you?
No answer. Are they dead somewhere? Laying in a hospital bed with no one to comfort them. Do they see their phone ringing, but can't move their arms to pick it up and say I'm not coming because I can't move my arms? What could cause them to not send a simple text message to say I can't make it. Change of plans. *enter lame excuse here* Is it weird that I am at all concerned about them? I don't lose sleep over it, because it's happened before and it will happen again. Still if they were in my position, would they not care if I was M.I.A.?
Then to top it all off, you see your friend a week later and they say, "Oh yeah, I saw you're text message. I was laughing. You were looking for me, huh?" I'm glad you thought it was funny.
It's just this flippant disregard that saddens me. I don't think it's intentional, but I don't think they think. And honestly sometimes I just don't get it. Maybe I care too much? I need to get a life so I'm too self absorbed to care about what other people do?
No. I'm happy the way I am and I'll